A not too long time ago I liked her, she liked me back. Or maybe just fancied me. We wined and dined, i spoke she laughed. She cooed, made suggestions, I chilled, must warm it up. Then she was distant, not exactly available, for her lost love had ever so slightly returned.
She left, I was alone. No more talk from me, no more soul raising giddys laugh from her. Now she beckons, I do answer. I like her, she is interested but not so available it seems. For every time I call her out into the sun she seeks to hide in the shadows. Many needs she fulfils but mine she chose to not care. Her need for giddy laughs I fulfil with words eloquently spoken. She is still distant, the lost love gone again. And yet I remain, in the sun waiting for her to step out.
Yet I know I wait in vain, for this girl only her interest is displayed, her availabitly never to be found.
Now I pray you must tell me that which I know I must do. Whisper to me, tell me "to move on". For I stay even a little longer, a heavy heart been the price I must pay for my foolish ways.
Crushes or rather the lack of it.
6 months ago
8 comments:
Dont think you are foolish at all. Loves or lust makes us linger at times hoping a brink of affection will eventually present itself again.
You write so eloquently!
Wow...this piece blew me for some reason...sounds very familiar...jeezz..tough one though...i could say you linger a little bit more, on the other hand it may be time for you to move on...sorry, i'm not helping matters rite? lol...
I say you follow your heart...
''For every time I call her out into the sun she seeks to hide in the shadows''
Wow
Eloquent is an understatement, but I presume adding 'articulate' to it gives it a bit more 'umph'...
Loving it!
@eb: I hear u o. thanks. but finally cut it off. i cant make important those who take mee as an option.
@chic: it helped. i think at the end of the day,m whoever is involved must decide for themselves based on the reality they see. i think we are often to involved to see the big picture.
@naijababe: articulate sounds great to me.
...how can i look you in the face and say "move on"? How?
I shall dare say it if you can answer me, Can one stop loving someone one had loved once? Pray tell, Blackman.
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I dont know about anywhere else, but in this part of the world i live in, people divorce on the account of "falling out of love." Just like that, love ends. I dont know how possible that is, but its different here.
CAn you stop loving someone you loved once? I dont know, but I get funny stares when I have admitted I still liked/loved someone from a time long gone. I think what is frounwed on is the continuous longing for that person who seems to not care or show any respect towards u. and sometimes u learn something about them that makes u question ur decision to love. this is open to retraction
MR.BLACK MAN...I AM NOW CONVINCED...SOMETHING DEFINITELY LED ME TO YOUR BLOG TONIGHT..SURELY THIS CAN NOT BE COINCIDENCE....2 POSTS..SPEAKING SO DIRECTLY TO MS.COCOA...
P.S: I HOPE MY MYSTERY BOY DOSNT MOVE ON....MS.COCOA IS COMING OUT OF THE SHADOWS....
P.S: BUT I'LL HAVE TO WAIT TILL HE CALLS ME BACK OUT INTO THE SUN....(ms.cocoa must front small nawwww...no???? okay am stepping out..i need a tan anyway..lol)
I think you should move on. You can tell her heart is elsewhere. Why be a sado-masochist?
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